An ill-timed, ill-phrased comment, combined with my very-diet-obsessed workplace, has left me in a place where self-loathing seems the only choice left and I actively wish to restrict myself to a very low calorie (read: starvation) diet. In such times, there is nothing left to do but hang on and hope that it passes quickly.
Can I just say, quickly, while I am in this mood, that I hate not being able to fit clothes. I hate that knee boots never fit around the calf, that shirts invariably strain and pop buttons, that trousers pinch on the thigh. Inevitably, it makes me feel that there is something wrong with me.
Apologies to all; I do not often get like this now, although it was a regular occurrence as little as a year ago. I hope one day to be able to put all this behind me and just be proud of myself as I am.
everyday ethical with Komodo
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A few weeks ago a brand called Komodo got in touch with me to explain a bit
more about what they do and how they do it. I recognised the name as one
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5 comments:
I know exactly how you feel. I get these days where I just feel so upset at clothing etc. but it does pass. And you don't have to starve yourself to lose weight, I've found that when I lose the most weight it happens when I exercise regularly rather than restricting food. I hope you feel better soon :) xxx
Ahhh hunny i think anyone who has issues with their weight identifies with you and how your feeling, i know i do. Be kind to yourself and do what you have to do to make yourself feel beter, Hope it passes quickly and your start blogging with pix soon.
Lots of Love
Sharron x
It just sucks to succumb to that shit.I'm a bit in the throes of it myself....
xxx
Sorry to hear that it is all getting to you. Keep strong if you can. x
Been there, done that, tortured myself over it.
Hang in there, read lots of body positive blogs and articles, and know that we're all a work in progress.
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